Yesterday, march 9- He brushed, dried, and tied up my hair.
He kissed me a lot at random times.
He has been hugging me a lot and so tight, he doesnt want to let me go. He’s massaging my body all the time.
We have plenty of selfies and photos, even bathrobe twinnies.
He always wanted to know that i’m happy and having fun.
He takes care of me.
He is considering a trip on september for his birthday.
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Sad moments:
– He said this is the first and last time we will meet.
– He said we already talked about this.
– He said he asked me before if ill be ok after trip and that i said ill be ok and deal with it later. I am not ok.
– His words seem cold and cruel at times, and only told me today that he will miss me. But his actions show he loves me.
a more peaceful life 